In times gone by, when we were young and naïve,
we may have imagined that the ascension process
would be incredibly joyous, full of ease, and
lift us up to a higher dimension where we would
float on a cloud in Heaven, maybe eating bon
bons all day, or perhaps suddenly be filled with
light while our challenges disappeared in one
fell swoop. We would reach the Promised Land
where love would abound and we would never again
have an unpleasant experience. Now we know
better.
Although certainly in many ways things get
better and better, and if we were to look back
we would see a very different version of
ourselves, the ascension process still presents
itself in ways we may have never imagined. As we
begin to vibrate higher and higher, and reach
higher planes of existence, so much changes for
us, and we are always met with very new
challenges in order to match and align with the
higher vibrations we now find ourselves
surrounded with.
This is a grueling and challenging process, but
bit by bit, we come to realize that we are
always right where we need to be and
experiencing just what we intended to experience
at exactly the right time. And we become much
stronger as well the more light we carry. The
Promised Land is indeed on a near horizon, but
getting there has presented itself in many
strange, miraculous, and unexpected ways. And
paradoxically, the closer we are to arriving,
the more we realize that we indeed no longer
have the same desires, and service to humanity
with disregard to our own personal desires can
begin to overshadow all else as our ego selves
diminish ever so slowly.
As we find ourselves in a very new space, on
this latest new rung of the ascension ladder,
new and unsettling feelings can arrive as well.
The other day, my daughter jokingly confessed to
me that perhaps I had become “bi-polar,” as I
had been exhibiting some behaviors for several
months that she had never seen in me before. She
claimed
(smile) that I was blissfully happy at one
moment and quite grumpy at another. “Who, ME?” I
had responded in great astonishment. The usually
happy, joyful, and pleasant ME? She must be
delirious or perhaps grumpy herself and simply
projecting, after all, I knew I was just about
perfect just about all the time…she must have
been talking about someone else! (smile again)
“No, I’m serious Mom,” she persisted.
So what was going on? Was this yet another
strange and unprecedented ascension symptom?
Extreme mood swings from one moment to another
with great extremes in experiencing the world
around us? Yup,
yup, and yup again.
After we experienced the great disconnect from
the old reality (roughly around October of 2008,
but really beginning to manifest itself in July
and onward), we were then set free and slowly
began the process that this monumental
experience created. Losing the sense of our old
selves, feeling lost without a rudder, confused,
or even useless as our old roles were now over,
we also began to slowly re-connect to something
very new and different…and magical indeed.
This great separation from one reality to
another was quite distinct, dramatic, and very
complete. We had succeeded in bringing up the
vibration of the old world and now it was time
to depart to a new shore where things were
magical, peaceful, blissful, loving, and where
all our needs were miraculously met. But we are
still in the process of adjusting, as this has
been a substantial vibrational leap.
The chasm between the old world and the new
reality is now quite large and also quite
distinct. In this way, there is a huge polarity
present, and thus, while we still continue to
straddle one reality with another, we may indeed
feel bi-polar.
As we progress in our spiritual evolutionary
journey, we ever so slowly lose tolerance for
lower vibrating energies. At first we may become
irritated by them, then we may guiltily wish we
did not have to be around them, and eventually
we come to a point where we say, “Get me out of
here!” Our intolerance then becomes total, and
the loving beings that we may feel we should be,
seem to have strangely been replaced by an
imposter within us that feels repulsed by the
lower vibrating energies.
“What happened to my spiritual self?” we may
wonder. “Aren’t I supposed to be loving and kind
to all others? Doesn’t vibrating higher mean
that I am now a perfectly loving and
understanding person, here to make others feel
better when they are around me?”
With this extreme chasm now present from one
reality (or dimension) to another, our reactions
then, are extreme as well. The gap is now quite
large. When we are in the lower dimensions, or
lower and denser vibrations, we can feel
absolutely horrible.
Very
horrible. This can manifest as great anger,
pain, frustration, tension, and a real grumpy
attitude. And then quite suddenly, we can
encounter something that vibrates higher and we
can immediately feel happy, right, blissful, and
in a naturally good space.
From one extreme to another, we may begin to
wonder what in the world is going on within us.
And with a near zero tolerance for anything that
vibrates lower, we may find that we do not like
ourselves much as our reactions to these
vibrations are creating unpleasant feelings
within us. If you are a woman of menopausal age,
you might have recently decided to have your
hormone levels checked, wondering if this is the
culprit, but with so many having this
experience, perhaps it is not due to a physical
cause.
Ascension has always mimicked menopause in both
men and women of all ages. Thus, feelings of “I
have had enough,” or “I am ready to be done!” or
perhaps “Is it time for me yet?” are very common
as we have done so much to assist this planet
since our arrival. Short tempers, memory loss, a
need for self- care, and a desire to move on are
simply a part of our spiritual evolutionary
process at this current stage, even if these
things do indeed mimic menopause.
Feelings of tightness, pressure, and short fuses
are also common symptoms as when we migrate
higher, the energies become tight because
anything that vibrates lower within us needs to
be “squeezed out” in order that we become
aligned. We may feel as though there is now much
more energy flowing within us, we may feel like
we are hyperventilating, having pressure in the
chest, perhaps feeling like we just got hit with
a quadruple shot of caffeine, or may even have
difficulty sleeping as so much energy is now
flowing through us. In this way, “alignments” do
not always feel great. After the energies are
squeezed out and adjustments are made, we always
feel better…at least until our next phase of
expansion! The higher the evolutionary space we
occupy, the less lower vibrating energies there
are present. This is because love is the
ultimate energy that remains. Thus, we lose more
and more of ourselves as things progress,
resulting in a need to adjust or we become
grossly uncomfortable.
This latest move upward is no different. We are
adjusting now in a great way in regard to
boundaries and how we interact with the lower
energies or lower dimensions. We are very far
removed from them now, so in this way, they feel
downright intolerable to be around. In addition,
we are so
done with them, that we can become
exasperated and angry when they show up in our
space.
Add to this the challenges of the past year,
perhaps feeling like a punching bag as so many
of us got clobbered over and over, and it can be
extremely hard to be around anything unpleasant.
We are indeed ready for the new, for our
Promised Land or at least a bit of a rest, and
maybe even an experience of a very higher order.
But the higher dimensions are here as well.
Miracles and amazing new connections are
beginning to manifest, feeling great is
occurring, if even at unpredictable intervals,
and we are well on our way to a better and new
reality for ourselves.
Several weeks ago I began having dreams about
the original intentions or rather the pristine
connections. For example, one night I had a
flash image of December 16th. My
daughter was born on the 24th of
December, but her due date was the 16th.
The message here, or programming I was receiving
was about the original intentions. For many
years now, we have been adjusting our energies
in order to stay in alignment as a planet. We
have had to adjust to stay balanced when so much
was out of balance. Now, we get to return to the
original and pristine intentions, the true
connections and alignments, and what we had
always planned for the planet. These new and
pure alignments are occurring within us, as we
can finally get back to whom we really are and
to what we came to do…setting up the New Planet
Earth. So in this way, we are preparing for our
very new roles indeed.
In addition, and on this same note, we are
clearing and releasing again, but it is very
different this time. In a strange way, we went a
bit backwards the past year or two. We decided
to wait until enough of the masses had a chance
to catch up before we moved on, so in this way,
we were trapped on a lower rung of the ascension
ladder for longer than we may have wanted (but
our souls decided we would, so all was right
where it needed to be). Because of this, we took
on more of the lower vibrating energies (thus,
the “being clobbered”) than we had in the
past…and these energies were energies that we
were quite done with. So now, we are releasing
and clearing these experiences once again.
The reason that this is different this time, is
because it was sort of an add on, or unusual and
one of a kind experience. Even after we had been
very done and our vibrations were much too high
to have these experiences ever again, we
none-the-less became entangled with the lower
energies as we were waiting until just the right
moment to depart. So then, we now need to clear
out or remove the residue created from these
experiences (hope this all makes sense!).
When I began a very accelerated ascension
process many years ago (as I was so far behind
with my soul’s intentions), I experienced
strange and intense dreams for a period of time.
These were snippets and frames rapidly flying
past me in the night, as I was releasing the
old…almost like a life review. This is happening
again for me, but to a much lesser degree. We
are releasing in our dreamtime what we no longer
need to be connected to. So even if you are one
who has not had any kind of intentional healing
for quite some time, you may suddenly desire to
have some kind of clearing done. Even so, the
ascension process always creates what it needs
to very naturally, all on its own, without any
intentional assists.
As we begin to move on, away from the lower
vibrating energies of the past, we may also
become very interested in our own personal
health and well being. Now having the time to
take care of ourselves, to make adjustments in
diet, exercise, and the like, it is finally time
for us for a while. At our soul levels, we know
that we need to be pristine within in order to
fulfill our very new roles.
So what about navigating the dimensions? How can
we stay sane and happy when we have to be in the
old at times? Having very adverse reactions to
old energies is a high sign that we no longer
belong there. We are being told to leave and go
to our very new space and new reality.
The higher we vibrate, the more that intentions
are no longer viable. Intentions are far too
time consuming for the very direct and swift
energies that exist in a higher dimension (this
is addressed in more detail in
Stepping
Into the New Reality). Thus, navigating in
the higher realms actually becomes much simpler.
We need not then, make anything our intention,
as we very naturally and swiftly attract what is
inside of us.
In this way, we can now find that doors that
close do so because they are not in alignment
with whom we now are. Many doors are opening for
us now…new accesses that may have been blocked
in times past. And these accesses, miracles, or
doors can open if only very briefly right when
they are needed, and then close once again. In
addition, whenever we find that a door is
closed, or that something is far too difficult
to gain access to, or rather no easy flow with
many blocks, this is our high sign that this is
the wrong direction or wrong manifestation for
us.
Another common scenario of ascension that
presents itself frequently is the grabbing or
holding on of the lower energies when one has
now navigated to a higher dimension. This can
manifest in many, many ways, from things in the
nature kingdom tripping us when we walk, to
individuals clutching onto us, not wanting us to
depart, to old energies asking us once again
come back and do what we used to do.
If we are ever tempted to jump in and assist, we
will likely become like the swimmer attempting
to save a drowning victim while we are pulled
under and end up drowning ourselves. The higher
we vibrate, the more vigilant we need to be…to
stay on our true and rightful path…to disregard
the opinions and ideas of others….to stay in
these new and higher realms we are now so
blessed to be surrounded by.
Another common symptom of vibrating higher? The
loneliness. The more we evolve, the smaller our
circle of friends becomes. Eventually, we find
ourselves connected to but a very few loyal,
caring, loving, and very special friends. My
star companion told me the other day that my
friends would again be “scarce and few.” Ugh!
was my first reaction until I realized that
these very special relationships run deep and
pure and are very special gifts indeed. The
remainder of the time, we will be attending to
our service to humanity and our connections and
loyalties will be in regard to assisting others.
Eventually, the communities will form when
enough souls are ready, but this is the current
scenario for some.
As we come ever closer to becoming the angels of
the earth, we begin to learn very new ways of
being indeed. I am just starting the first of
the Emerging Earth Angels mini e-books that will
address in greater detail our new roles, how to
navigate the dimensions and stay sane, more
about our dimensional border store-fronts, and
more of the strange and surprising feelings we
encounter as we evolve. These mini e-books will
be offered to you on this web site via donation
only, as these times of transition can present
unusual but temporary circumstances for many.
There is far too much information about our new
changes to be offered solely in a WINGS post.
For our special friends down under:
Our hearts and prayers go out to you as you
experience such great loss through your recent
fires. Know that you are greatly preparing for
the new, as much is being cleared away for your
very new foundation. You will emerge a shining
star for our world and we love you so much!
